Monthly Archives: January 2013

Wanting

Relationships are confusing as fuck. And I might have a problem – I’m finding that I want what I don’t have, and once I have it, I don’t want it anymore. Or rather, I don’t want all the complications that … Continue reading

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Waking Up Next To Someone

My head is swimming. My body is reeling. My soul is panting. My hopes are wheeling. So much has happened in so little time, my heart turned on the spot on the turn of a dime. Falling and crashing and … Continue reading

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Tender Visions

No more tender visions No more pulsing hopes Because I must let you go I must sever the ropes Tying my heart to your name Going where you came Walking into my life An eye-blink ago When I didn’t now … Continue reading

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You

You missed your shot you missed your turn, it’s a bitter lesson learned. He’ll take me out He’ll take you down, won’t let your memories around. You were then but he’s here now and so you’ll have to take a … Continue reading

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Pack Animal

I miss the days of being a pack animal. Freshman year, when my friends and I would work on homework sets together, set out in a group to walk the corridor of Lake Avenue searching for dinner together, fill the … Continue reading

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Lonely. Again.

I’m so fucking lonely. Somehow, I always seem to end up alone. I want to go to church, but I’m afraid that I’ll just get overwhelmed, sitting there on my own. Alone. With nobody else. I hate sitting there, surrounded … Continue reading

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An Interminable Loneliness

I am interminably lonely. I have friends. Really, I do. But I feel like I’m always operating on a slightly different plane than they are, that we are somehow always separated, even if it’s only by a slight degree. I … Continue reading

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