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Snow

The snow is thick and white and deep and you, my dear, are far away. And I, I am ineffably lonely.   The chill creeps in through window panes and you, my dear, you do not call. And I – … Continue reading

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Pack Animal

I miss the days of being a pack animal. Freshman year, when my friends and I would work on homework sets together, set out in a group to walk the corridor of Lake Avenue searching for dinner together, fill the … Continue reading

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Lonely. Again.

I’m so fucking lonely. Somehow, I always seem to end up alone. I want to go to church, but I’m afraid that I’ll just get overwhelmed, sitting there on my own. Alone. With nobody else. I hate sitting there, surrounded … Continue reading

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An Interminable Loneliness

I am interminably lonely. I have friends. Really, I do. But I feel like I’m always operating on a slightly different plane than they are, that we are somehow always separated, even if it’s only by a slight degree. I … Continue reading

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Morning

  Morning   I am alone in the morning, but that should come as no surprise,   since there was no one lying next to me in bed last night.   The sun rises over my solely woken eyes,   … Continue reading

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Images

I’m trying to fall asleep but I can’t. Whenever I close my eyes, all I see are images of the past year – images of me in the psych ward when my friends came to visit; images of my best … Continue reading

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Break Up

I am running in circles in my head, skirting my emotions. My best friend at college essentially broke up with me. She spent an hour criticizing me and then told me that with everything I’ve been through, everything that’s happened, … Continue reading

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