Monthly Archives: December 2012

One Week

I’ve got one week left, and I’m struggling like hell with body image. My head is going to the place of starting to plan workouts to do to “fix” the things I don’t like about my body when I get … Continue reading

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Break Up

I am running in circles in my head, skirting my emotions. My best friend at college essentially broke up with me. She spent an hour criticizing me and then told me that with everything I’ve been through, everything that’s happened, … Continue reading

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Damaged Goods

I am damaged goods. No, don’t apologize for me. I understand if you don’t want everything you see.   I’ve lost so many people, you’d only be one more. So go ahead, turn around and walk right out that door.

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Tales of An Early Morning

So. I published a book. It’s a collection of poetry and short stories written in the dead of night, at the earliest colors of dawn, and over my first cup (or two) of coffee. Some of the poems might look … Continue reading

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Forgetting You

I am finally starting to forget you. The memory is fading, because you don’t call, don’t write, don’t acknowledge that I exist and might just be in love you. No, you act as if I am just not here. And … Continue reading

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I Don’t Know

It’s surprising, how often the phrase “I don’t know” happens in treatment. It’s the go-to answer to dodge questions, to avoid discomfort, to get out of having to face things one would rather not face. “How are you feeling?” “I … Continue reading

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Missing You

  I spend my time missing you, going to sleep because there’s nothing to do. Wondering if you’ll ever tell me why you left my heart alone to die.   I spend my time missing you, lying here with nothing … Continue reading

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