Monthly Archives: December 2012
I’ve got one week left, and I’m struggling like hell with body image. My head is going to the place of starting to plan workouts to do to “fix” the things I don’t like about my body when I get … Continue reading
I am running in circles in my head, skirting my emotions. My best friend at college essentially broke up with me. She spent an hour criticizing me and then told me that with everything I’ve been through, everything that’s happened, … Continue reading
I am damaged goods. No, don’t apologize for me. I understand if you don’t want everything you see. I’ve lost so many people, you’d only be one more. So go ahead, turn around and walk right out that door.
I am finally starting to forget you. The memory is fading, because you don’t call, don’t write, don’t acknowledge that I exist and might just be in love you. No, you act as if I am just not here. And … Continue reading
It’s surprising, how often the phrase “I don’t know” happens in treatment. It’s the go-to answer to dodge questions, to avoid discomfort, to get out of having to face things one would rather not face. “How are you feeling?” “I … Continue reading