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Broken People

I realized – or rather, remembered again – that broken people have a tendency to attract other broken people. We find them. We become friends with them. We fall in love with them. And I think I’m okay with that. … Continue reading

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Food Problems

Food and I have been spatting again. It’s either that I’m not hungry or I’m tremendously hungry but absolutely nothing sounds good. My mind finds something wrong with every option, unless it’s fruit or coffee. Not that I have that … Continue reading

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Nervous

I’m getting nervous. When I saw my dietitian a week ago, she told me I was losing weight. Not too much yet, just a bit. I hadn’t been trying to, really. It just kind of happened. I felt like I … Continue reading

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Doing Well?

I’m doing fairly well. I think. The past week I’ve actually been fine. Like, the real kind of fine. Not the I’m-ignoring-everything kind of fine. I’ve been eating “normally,” keeping things down, not exercising for like twenty hours a day, … Continue reading

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An Interminable Loneliness

I am interminably lonely. I have friends. Really, I do. But I feel like I’m always operating on a slightly different plane than they are, that we are somehow always separated, even if it’s only by a slight degree. I … Continue reading

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One Week

I’ve got one week left, and I’m struggling like hell with body image. My head is going to the place of starting to plan workouts to do to “fix” the things I don’t like about my body when I get … Continue reading

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New Girl

There was a new girl in program yesterday. She’s extremely nice, surprisingly open, somehow found a way to relate to just about all of us – and she’s also triggering as fuck. It’s not her fault. I know that it’s … Continue reading

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