Monthly Archives: November 2012

Negated

They’re making me go back. Back to the place where I was taught that I always had to give in. Back to the place where I learned that I didn’t matter. Back to where everything that has made me broken … Continue reading

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Insomnia

  Insomnia   coffee grounds staining the rim of the cup tick after tock of the endless morn’ clock early light not yet woken, day not yet here, battling again fear after fear.   the how’s and the why’s swirl … Continue reading

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Poetry

I’ve been on a poetry kick lately. Word expression is always where I flee whenever my depression acts up. Poetry lets me say things in a roundabout way, lets me say what I want to say without having to put … Continue reading

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State of Heart

  Love is broken, shattered here in my hand, my splintered heart.   A Plague of Loneliness There is a plague of loneliness creeping o’er my heart. It drowns my soul in waters deep, clear and wide and stark.   … Continue reading

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Anxiety

Anxiety heart pounding pulse bounding like the beat of a drum, thoughts speeding air racing around my mind wrapping it in ticking seconds and time passing like sand though a cracked hour glass got nowhere to hold nowhere to stand … Continue reading

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Anthem

  Hold Your Head High hold your head high and take your thighs rubbing together as a sign that you are alive.   take the fat between your fingers as proof that you have lived   and take the handles … Continue reading

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Returning

So, I went back to college to visit my friends for Thanksgiving. To summarize, it didn’t go so well. I mean, some parts were fine. I hung out with my friends. I laughed. I went shopping. I reached out a few … Continue reading

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