I’m moving more slowly than I normally do. Thinking, talking, even just walking is something that takes effort. Just put one foot in front of the other. Just keep moving.
I’m bumping into things, literally tripping over my own feet. I keep having to ask people to repeat things because I didn’t hear them the first time. I’m tired all the time. This is the part that I hate. The part that comes when I have no energy left, when I’ve run myself down so much that I can’t function anymore. The part where I feel like I could shut down at any moment. I’m a dancer. I’m a dancer, and right now I can barely walk. This isn’t okay.
9 am tomorrow can’t come fast enough.